Just Thinkin'

I think there are many times, (more than I would like to admit), that I forget how thankful I am. I feel like I haven't been taking the time to truly think about how good my life really is. And, I think that I have not been realizing how special Ja is to me. I love him so much, but I sometimes forget how much I love him.

He is my best friend. I love to spend any amount of time with him. He is so much fun to be around, and makes me laugh all the time.

I love that he loves Sahara as much as he does. He is so good with her, and she gets so excited to see him. Anytime she hears his voice, she turns her head quickly to find him. It's so fun to see them play. They truly have something special.

When I think about everything he does...I mean the man goes to work full-time, school full-time, teaches jujitsu every Friday, helps teach Sunday School, studies and gets staight A's, and is a husband and father, it amazes me that I don't feel like I'm raising Sahara by myself. It could be so much worse, and rightfully so, and yet he works so hard so that it isn't! Could I have found anyone else so wonderful?! He works so hard for us, and shame on me for not always being as strong for him as he is for me...That is something I am going to work on. If he can do all of that, I'm sure I can focus on this one thing!

I love you, Ja!